Gee, this is not as easy as I thought. And it’s mostly a time issue. I really want to get through all the stuff, but somehow the Universe is throwing all sorts of curved balls at me this week and I have to really jump.
Sunday nights are tricky but I am sure I will get used to it – I am normally in bed at 8 pm and asleep by 9pm. Staying up till after 12 and having to concentrate – well now !! Monday at work was a loooong day – This also happens to be my busiest week at work – just at month end – and working long hours, and stressing, so am finding it hard to cope.
The siting still for 15 mins is the easy bit for me – my mind races all over the place but I guess that will improve over time. We had no electricity at home this week, then we had no electriticy at work – so no computers, no cell phones, quite refreshing actually, but it means no place to type DMP or blog. Having to keep “making a plan” to get through. Life was not just one of my normal routine weeks this week – it was all over the place and I STRESSED !! Feels like someones watching me and laughing and saying – you can never do this stuff – you can’t cope in your normal life, now there is extra to do, and lets cut the power while we are at it.
I got stuck with the DMP !! I did not know how to start and I have never had dreams or set goals so what was I to do ? My 17 year old daughter Emma to the rescue – she is a words person – I am a numbers person. She helped me do a “spider map” and find sections and work through it that way – never too old to learn from the young …. and the words are all mine – she just kickstarted me – and I realise I have always had dreams – I just never allowed myself to indulge in them. Now I want to achieve them – badly – watch this space …
And guess what ??? On Monday morning I began a new life and I will not look back .I will not let these obstacles get in my way – I will overcome ….. no matter what – I am loving the scroll …… I love the blue print, and now that I have finally done my DMP I am loving that too. The Master Key lesson is amazing – I love it too ….